就是愿意为你输一次

i miss qps.
the guy whom i liked before in sec sch. and i can still rmb the feelings were on and off tat time, when i was still young and childish and stupid. the guy who brought me to uk funfair and spent so many tix jus to get tat bear fer me. the guy who treated me to transformers movie and made me return home so late despite knowing i will get scolding. the guy who hated me for some time during sec sch times. haha=x
we were frens throughout, and still frens.

i miss sk.
in fact its the fun times we have tgt, hanging arnd in 4s.
used to seeing him&them everyday. hanging arnd wif them in and outside sch everyday. eat and chat tgt. but hols now, we dun see one another often, and neither do we get to talk as much, even if we see one another in sch. cant imagine when attachment starts. everything jus feels weird.
this one oso jus friend aite-.-

i jus so dun lik hols. im so fucking broke and so fucking lonely. even tho bf and i are both having hols, we still dun meet up often. everything is jus lik as if both of us are schooling. sighs. my life's jus so fucked up.