I don't like the tagboard.

Darling came to my place today. Muacks.

last march baby!

Happy belated birthday to you Ruiqin! Celebrated at Marina Square's Seoul Garden - Ashton & Weiting, Xinying, Claris, Alvin, Kenglun, Yongquan, Jiaqing, Norris, Darling & me and birthday boy! Went drinking as usual and heard some CMI men singing but some were really nice. Like Kenglun's 梦中情人 hahaha.


Our table all carnivores! 2 rounds of chicken, see already also full.


Deep fried marshmallow for you? :P


Although it's belated, we still got him a slice of cake and sang him birthday song AND...


smashed his face. Hehe.


Ok I've made a collage of all 4 photos with Yongquan's face - he just kept laughing when I was taking Ruiqin's photos. Nice smile! :D




& of course, group photos. :)

Hello panda!

Both interviews yesterday were alright but I'm still waiting for better job matches and considering the student care one. Darling was so nice to travel with me and wait for me while I go for my interviews. He's my walking street directory + compass because I am such a road idiot. What would I do without you? :D


We stayed up all night to chat and it was so sweet, I swear. We talked about secondary school, about friends, about some random stuffs and it feels really good to feel so close to him. We looked through his collection of trading cards, comic books, gundam model kits and his old stuffs. Sticker album, so much memories. And I remember having the same stickers as him when I was young! You should have seen his silly face and smiles, I will never forget. We laughed at garfield jokes together, and I read his old books to him. Books that he had to write in secondary school given a random topic, so cute. I love this stupid baby of mine so much.

/update 4:01am
Looking through old smses, unbeautiful memories recalled. Remember that crying face of his, my heart aches so much. I haven't been good, give me the chance to be better. And I will.

I'm seeing him again tomorrow and I am so going to give him a big tight loving warm hug the moment I see him. I'm so happy being with you and I just can't get enough of you. I wish I can see you everyday.

Redang is approaching, it's like next week. Which also means, it's my 3rd year anniversary with him soon. I wish you hadn't need to go. The few days would feel like decades.

Resume spamming!

Good morning earthlings! It's going to be a very nice day for me since it started so well. Firstly, I got woke up by calls from companies! Finally some results after spamming resumes so long and yes! I am going for 2 interviews in the afternoon and darling's accompanying me. :D


The next happy thing was this - my handphone bill for this month. Surprisingly it's only $45 rather than the usual $100+ and I only used 600+ sms. Yay!

Wish me luck for the interviews! & Happy birthday, Ruiqin!

Yellow slippers.

This is my keyboard before I went to Funan today. Don't ask me how it can drop out like that because I have no idea too. Luckily no physical damage so no charges and he suggest I send it for full hardware check and servicing before my warranty expires.

The rock!

Race To Witch Mountain - Caught this movie earlier at cck with my brother, sister and her boyfriend. The rock is as handsome and man as ever. I didn't really like those alien stuffs but this movie is nice and definitely worth watching. The funny parts are funny and the ending is quite touching. Very nice la! I don't mind watching again hehe.

And there's this indian girl sitting in front of me and she happily put her ponytail behind the chair and yucks! You know how gross indian girls' hair are.. Messy, frizzy, oily, shiny, disgusting. Like, tie plaits you take out the rubber band the hair won't release nicely but stay there that kind. Gross. Imagine her disgusting hair was tickling me throughout the movie and I had to sit with my legs wide apart. Yucks.

"I brake for aliens." haha.

me is happy me no sad

I went to check my eyesight just now and the optician said there's a decrement in both eyes, yay! I was expecting increment because my eyes are glued to the computer screen all day and night. I love shopping at NTUC. Food and more food and lots of food! Bought instant soup pasta and Dippy for my darling. I finally have a new wallet photo! :D


Bumped into Ray just now and that is his cute little baby brother! His eyes are beautiful!

Byebye SP!

Results were released yesterday (past 12am) and I am actually a little disappointed in my results. Just that teeny weeny lil' bit but pass is still the most important. Yay! But my GPA still suck. Even darling laughed at me?

Anyway darling's mom made sushi today. I finished those beancurd skins one. My favourite! No more sushi craving already. Darling's mom makes real nice sushi and I swear, they won't lose to Sakae or Suki! :D

Why aren't anyone replying any of my emails? I have been very hardworking, sending lots of resume but none got back to me. What happened? The last time I got a holiday job, I submitted my resume at night and the next day I got a call for interview. Someone just call me please!

Happy birthday Jayden!

Belated, actually. 17th march was his birthday and I got home only today.

Because of my sudden allergy, I couldn't join them at Sentosa with my swollen eyes. So I joined them at night at Plasma again. Play games play games play games, drink drink drink. And not forgetting their must-have cake cutting smashing time...


Birthday song, make a wish...


There he go! Evil sia those people! Look at the number of hands!


The blueberry look so disgusting. Norris, darling and I went off early. Poor darling got sun burnt and seems quite serious. And again, he can't keep his promise to me. Sigh!

I..

want to join darling tomorrow badly.
have swollen eyes.
have a backache.
lost my voice.

/update 9:38pm

Swollen eye FTW


Pills, pills and more pills!

Accidentally in love.

My sister tied my hair for me today. :D It's so beautiful! I know how to tie for others but don't know how to tie for myself.


This is probably the only green colour top I ever own. Went to SIM open house in the afternoon with Denise. Still can't decide between BA in Communication or Accountancy. I think I will really pay attention during classes if my lecturers are angmohs. Because I need to really pay full attention and listen so carefully in order to catch what they are saying. Aiya I noob la can?


Over to darling's house for lunch & dinner and he sent me home. Yay! Darling makes me happy! Green makes me happy too!

Ashton's birthday celebration

We met up in the evening and had Fish & Co for dinner at the Glasshouse. There were the Ashton the birthday boy, his girlfriend Weiting, Alvin, Norris, Jayden, Darling and me. Lucky him, he didn't have to hold sparklers and stand on the chair for the birthday cheer and song. After that, followed them to Plasma KTV Pub opposite Park Lane. Chivas is not bad after all. Pictures!




Ashton was already half gone by the time we took this picture.


The guys - Darling, Ashton, Norris, Alvin. I'm starting to dislike my phone's camera. It's laggy, slow and sometimes blur.


Getting ready for cake cutting! (Cake smashing more like it)




And his face goes right down..


So cute la three of them.




Slept at darling's place. He is so red and I'm so pale. Love you!

Bored

I am so bored, I wish someone can just bring me out.

Found an entertainment site where you can sing with your internal/external mic and they grade you! Kinda satisfied my craving for KBox a little. But this website only has English songs. So Click here and start singing! :D

oh-three-five

Happy 2 years and 11 almighty months to my one and only darling. :)

We're catching two movies tomorrow (in about 11 hours' time) - Watchmen followed by Marley and Me. It's going to be a celebration for our 35th monthsary and also an advanced 3rd year anniversary mini celebration since he won't be with me on the actual day. Le sigh~

I've been wanting to catch Marley and Me since it was out, so I suggested watching that night at Downtown East E!Hub but Alvin wanted to watch Kung Fu Chef - which turned out to be a total disaster.


However he went back to the chalet because his friend came down so there were only 5 of us left watching that movie - when none of us suggested watching that HAHA. There was no storyline, the sound effects were unsuitable, subtitles were wrong, dubbed voices sucked and in other words, the movie sucked. But it brought lots of fun and laughter when we were back at the chalet. :)

/update

I'm home from the movie marathon.

Our first movie, Watchmen. I didn't really like this movie actually because I was expecting more fighting in it. When darling told me it's like a superhero movie, I was expecting like there would be one or more bad guys and these superheroes would fight them then bring back peace to the world. Something like maybe, Ironman or The Dark Knight. Or maybe I didn't understand the storyline well enough so I can't appreciate it. Overall it's not bad, although there were some gross scenes and some fighting scenes were good, the sound effects as well.

My favourite character in the movie, John/Dr. Manhattan. I don't know why I like him. Maybe because he's blue. Maybe because he looks handsome HAHA. Oh and silk spectre, the girl, is 31 years old. =o

Second movie was Marley & Me. The puppies and Marley were so cute I felt like cuddling them. As usual, it's a sad ending, I cried because it reminded me of Bobbie too. It's worth catching!

Two more pictures from Alvin's chalet.

The brotherhood from the left with Ashton missing,
Back: Jiaqing, Darling, Ruiqin
Front: Yong Quan, Norris, Alvin, Kenglun


& a more beautiful picture because of me HEHE. :)

Kinship?

They are the worst kins you can ever have. They put words into your mouth, threaten you with death and insult you with the most insulting words. They condemn you, everything you do is wrong to them. They condemn people around you as well - everything you do is because of everything other people do that caused you to turn out this way, bad. Because they live in their own world, with their own logic, unwilling to listen to others and insist they are right. They are the most unreasonable creatures I have ever met. They are those whom you do not need to explain yourself to because it would be of no use. They don't listen. They expect you to accommodate them, but don't expect themselves to accommodate with you. They want you to follow their way, even if it's wrong, and will not listen to any of your words, even if you're right.

I have been repeating this over and over again - Just let me go. I am not the one you need because I am not a boy, I don't pass the Lock generation on; I am not the one you need because I am not the matured and sensible child you see in your eyes. Why not just set me free, and make all our lives easier? I have tried to understand, but have you? I have tried to live with it, but I just can't anymore. So what I get now is what I deserve from my acts accumulated from 6 years ago? This just goes to show that you haven't been trying to understand me and haven't understood a single bit of me and my needs and thinking and feelings since I was 13. This just goes to show that I have been unhappy since I was 13. This just goes to show I have an unhappy family since I was 13. And ever since the age of 13, I have been wanting to leave. Now? I still want to, more than ever.

I'm home!

Happy birthday alvin! :)

The chalet was fun, also first chalet that I can get to sleep so comfortably and for so long. The brothers got him a cake and someone inserted the bottom of the candle right into the cake and they had to dig it out and disfigured the cake. :/ Photos are not with me, update another time.




Guys at jacuzzi - Yong Quan & Keng Lun & Darling,


and the irritating cat.

Check out these videos. :D
This is what happens if you say "no" to swimming. The human sandwich, haha.









Sigh I'm not gonna feel better any sooner.

this has gotta be one of the most disappointing incidents in 2009

6th April this year is not going to turn out the way I want it to because he might be away at faraway Redang island. It's our third.

march is here

Okay so I am done with SP but not quite done, somehow. So this is how 3 years of poly life ends? End of a major exam paper, one by one leaving the exam hall with just a casual goodbye like as if we're seeing each other tomorrow. Kinda reminds me of secondary school's graduation night - so much sobbing and goodbyes. Somehow that last day of school was different. Why do I even think about it? -.-

February was a rather tough month. Projects and tests and major exams. But it had also been quite a good month for me, somehow. It all ends here. So being an unofficial graduate, I have been wasting my time at home. Sleeping till late afternoon and watch movies and Gossip Girl on my laptop all day and sleep in the morning. I need to readjust myself back somehow, ASAP, because all these slacking has to end soon. Not quite soon, after my week of fun coming. :D