been so long since i did blogged. i am so tired from work every day, especially now that my lover is in army because it means insomnia and less sleep because i cant sleep till he's next to me.
i have recently started wearing hair band to work to keep my fringe up. i dont really care about how i really look anymore because the outer isn't that important and what's more, i am alr someone's woman. heh. :* it also helps to clear my forehead, hopefully lessens the pimples popping out. its really sickening to keep getting pimples on my used-to-be-pimple-free face & forehead. i remember myself having a nice complexion because i dont have pimples except for big ones on my nose tip once in a while. and when i say big, its really big! i think i need more sleep and eat more healthy fruits.
been to lot 1 a few days ago and realized they have something called the roof garden on the movie level outside the mall. i think they got the concept from vivo. although it feels like they are copying, the word concept makes it sound nicer.
i went for the fish therapy somewhere near ang moh kio & bishan area. i didnt dare to put my legs in initially because the fishes were really scary! the moment your leg is nearer to the water, visible to them, they will just swim over crazily like they have been hungry for a thousand years. but of course i plucked up courage and put in if not the money spent would be wasted. there was this 'buy 2 get 1 free' kinda package so actually, i did it for free. the feeling was damn funny and its very ticklish. it was a great experience though. would go back again because your legs really feel better and smoother after everything. its a 1 hour thing so 30 mins of letting the fish eat your dead skin and tickle you and 30 mins of foot/body massage. i chose the foot one because i thought the body one might hurt more since i havent tried before. but the foot one was not much better lah. it hurts at some parts as well but after that the feeling was quite good. and the man was explaining to me why certain parts will hurt more and what's the course of it. and i think it's really accurate. but actually my feet feels a bit 'sour' now. but its all worth it! at least i love touching my feet now. so smooth! rejuvenated!
i also chiong finish BOF aka Boys Over Flowers. like any other typical girl who fantasize about having such handsome boyfriend and suave men as my guardian angel. but they are really breath taking. but such men dont really exist in real life do they? i always see them only in shows. so i always dont believe that such good things will happen in real life. or maybe i just dont have the luck & fate to meet such people in my life. a commoner like me, i am just satisfied to have my man who is serving the national service and becoming an even more man real man for the country & his beloved girl! :D
but come to think of it, lee min ho & jerry yan really do look alike dont they? i think they resemble each other so much that i really always see both of them whenever lee min ho's face shows in the drama.
talking about this lover of mine, he's booking out really soon! i'm really looking forward to saturday! i wish i can hug him tight for a good 30 mins (which still isn't enough at all) the moment i see him. i so miss that warm hug of his because he's big and it feels like i'm entirely covered in his arms. i miss his kisses and his nice & special smell. but he'd be in his uniform, too bad. i'm going to cherish even more, all the moments we get to spend together. because you'll never know when will there be no tomorrow. and if tomorrow never comes, i want him to know how much i love him, and other people in my life. i cant live without him, i know he feels the same way too.
good night darling, & good night to myself.
"I see you."
