A not so lonely Saturday

i felt super down on friday. cried to sleep, didnt wanna wake up today. had to go sim lim look for darling's stuffs so i had to drag myself out of bed and out of my house. good thing there was bff with me today.



we had dinner at hk cafe because i have a sudden craving for it but nothing in particular. went in and wasted my money. not because the food is not nice but i couldnt finish because no appetite and the serving was a lot. feel very sinful because im supposed to save money and i have spent quite a bit this few days.



im wearing both his and my ring because he cant wear it in camp and i dont take them off unless im showering. i miss him terribly.





when jiahui was taking the picture of her peanut butter toast, the manager who was also her friend came over to ka jiao. then he asked if we got take photo of my fried rice i said yes and he said must zoom in on the luncheon meat, which idk why.






so i zoomed in. dont know big enough for him or not lah.

and because jiahui knows him, we got discount! :D after that headed for starbucks and i went home while she met jensen. i wish i could meet my boyfriend too. i miss you darling, my headache is back again. my head feels so heavy and i lost my appetite. every time i eat something, it would feel like my chest is stuck. not only cannot breathe in deeply, i have a hard time swallowing too. like stuck, feel so cramp inside. terrible feeling, i wish darling is here. he'd know how to make me feel better.

14 more days.
i am missing you every minute of my life.