i gotta feeling

suddenly it feels weird. because by now i shld hv been asleep. usually when baby call, i will turn off my laptop immediately and we'll chat until his lights out timing and we'll slp tgt. but tonight, this week, i dun hv to wake up early because my new work commences only next week. this week is time for me to take a gd break and pamper myself a little at home. but from fri night i alr kinda start missing those people. and when i start work in a new environment, i still feel scared. i dun really like changes in my life. but i guess its just part and parcel of life that everybody has to go thru. i am really looking forward to starting my new job and really work for what i want.

if only baby didnt hv to serve the army.

my last day :)

i dunno if any of my dear friends there will chance upon my blog one day, but i still would like to express my deepest gratitude to every single one of them -
for all the help they have given me thus far;
for all the patience they have shown all the while;
for all the things that they have taught me during my 9 months of service.


thanks pauline for the very nice earrings;
thanks wendy for the treat;
thanks geraldine for listening to me pour my sorrows;
thanks audrey for the watch;
thanks rachelle for the hp accessory;
thanks yoke hoi for the handmade chocolate cakes;
thanks margie for the handmade windmill;
thanks agnes for the tiramisu chocolates;
thanks all for the farewell treat at crystal jade;
thank you everyone :*


the past 9 months of working experience has been a fulfilling one though not always happy. i have learnt a lot, and i have also made wonderful friends. friends whom i can confide in; friends who are always there to lend a helping hand.
i will never forget our daily breakfast trips to kopitiam;
our daily 3pm coffee breaks;
our daily afternoon little gossip sessions around audrey and my workstations;
our lunch breaks together;
walking over to nus just to get their tea;
going out for lunch at holland v;
munching at the round table together and taking photos :)

i will drop by to visit if time permits. awaiting for the next time i am seeing them - kbox on 6 mar. dun forget, girls! ♥

one of the worst days of my life

wronged.
accused.
frustrated.
helpless.
sad.
angry.
headache.
stressed.

which of them describe how i am feeling?
all of the above.




this place is killing me.

efforts paid off (:

i have been very hardworking sending out resumes and got disheartened because i didnt receive any replies so i stopped. finally my efforts paid off! (: i got a reply and am asked to go for a test, but it happens to fall on a monday and i have an important meeting which i have to be there. i really really dont wanna miss this wonderful opportunity.. it might just be a dream come true! :( now im waiting for their reply.. *cross fingers*

The past 7 months

the best thing that happened to me in the past 7 months in nuh, is getting to know these wonderful people - who help me out when i need help; who listens to me; who gives me good advises in times of need. thank you:)

i saw a patient today, looking sick and sad, and her maid was next to her, playing the buddha songs/chantings on a small player next to her. this scene reminded me of my aunt. i know she is doing better because there's no more suffering.. but i can feel the loneliness of her absence. each time i see uncle at my place, i cant help but feel sadder. he misses her, everyone else too.

life's fragile and unpredictable. i'm scared. :(

Humanity

me and my new hair band


my loots from the monthly bazaar - ahgogo hairband and tweety bird nail clipper


i have 3 free gifts :D


outside plaza sing




hearts all the xmas decos and trees :D

had dinner with my colleagues at chilli padi. not bad la i would say but not much variety of food and i am so sick of eating kuehs. the soup was fantaaaastic i kept drinking until now i burp also got the soup smell salty salty de. total of 10 ppl i think. and we were having so much fun talking and laughing there. we should do it again :)

last day of work for the week tomorrow, tgit? thank god its thursday :D it's public holiday on friday so wishing everybody happy long weekends! :D

all i can say is: tired.

i have been having headaches nonstop for 2 consecutive days. sometimes just the right side, sometimes both. and its unbearable. feels like it only stops when im asleep. or maybe because im sleeping so i dont feel it.

i have been having corp orientation this week, tomorrow being the last day and friday would be back to work. orientation's fun. learnt something, met new people who are very friendly and pleasant to talk to.

btw, according to jiahui my tagboard seems to have virus so unable to tag so i enabled comments. feel free to leave comments if you cant tag. but i will leave my tagboard there in case others can use it or maybe next time it will be well again. i look forward to the weekends. its coming, hang in there!

keeps getting better

work was fine. my desktop has arrived, so im familiarizing myself w all the lotus notes and other applications. help few of my colleagues here and there. still in the midst of my orientation, the people there are very nice. headed over to darling's place to eat dumplings! home made dumplings by his mom. trust me, they taste just like those sold outsides. not a little bit inferior!


graduation tomorrow! so its a day off, and i get to spend a day w darling. :) i always love spending time w darling, but time passes so quickly when you're happy. so it always feels like we dont have enough time together. but there's this very special feeling i feel everyday even though we are far apart and doing our own things. love you my dear. :)


thank you darling for sending me home today. :)




i love myself, i love my life, i love my darling. <3

you hate mondays, i hate mondays

everyone probably hates mondays! because it means start of work/school again. and of course its work for me. im so sure i wont be able to wake up. but today darling's mom told me she will morning call me every day. yay! i hope i wont be late again.

shopping alone feels good sometimes. sometimes only! of course i wish my darling can be with me all the time but when he enlists, no such thing alr. its ok! i'll b waiting for you my dear! so i went to daiso to buy a stationery holder and wanted to find a set up cup (w cover and spoon) because i thought i lost my spoon. but my mom found it for me just now. :D in search of kites too but daiso dont have. so i bought some food over to darling's place. if anyone chances upon my blog and if you do know where to buy kites, let me know k? :)

then i went over to darling's place because i needed her help to do something with my shirt. stayed there for dinner. (without darling) but we're meeting tomorrow and the day after tomorrow so its ok! :) came home and im going to sleep now. i hate to work but i hate to say, no choice!

tgif!

Stripy! because it has stripes. his gay partner is called Browny. because it is brown. this is 老公's fat cat and i am collecting more photos of it to make into a photo album or make a big framed photo collage for 老公 and his mom. :)

some photos that 老公 and i took on our date few days back before i started working.

haha ice age 3.


transformers! i hope to catch it w 老公 before he enlists. talking about enlistment... i may not b able to get leave on that day. ugh. :(


terminator! hope to catch it on the 6th w 老公. :D

3rd day at work today. first few days were alright. the people there were very nice and very fun. they were very friendly and they are very fun to b with. not much workload yet because they are still briefing me through most of the procedures and job descriptions and other admin duties that will b passed down to me. i like the place just that i hate going to work everyday!

the train is really packed like mad. been damn long since i took train so early so i'm still not used to all the squeezing but its crazy man. even the bus also. staff are not allowed to take the shuttle bus because its for the public! ugh cannot save that bit of money for bus trips. bus also as crowded lah. first time i took it i didnt know where to alight so i just followed the crowd. lol.


did mask fitting today because of the swine flu lah, other stuffs and in case of fire and all that. look like duck lah. i failed twice because the previous 2 types of masks i tried were too small/too big. this was one of them. until i tried the 3rd one that i passed. how they test? i dont know how to describe but you gotta breathe in very deep w your mouth when they spray something and if you feel bitter in your mouth means you fail. its really very bitter lah. damn. and i had to taste it twice. in the morning, with an empty stomach!


the toilets are separate cubicles and very clean and big. haha i like. :)

been seeing 老公 a lot this week, almost everyday but he's busy this weekend so yeah. but i know i will see him again soon next week. :D thank you baby for sending me home after work everyday! its just the beginning but there wont b much chances anymore lah so, i'm alr very happy! life's good, i'm good. i'm happy. plus his mom dotes on me a lot too. and his sister is too, very nice to me and helps me whenever i need help. i'm so glad to have them and i'll always b grateful to them. they are nice people and i'd really love to b part of the family. baby and i will stick together forever. yup. :)

short update

first day of work on wednesday, people are nice, work is good because not much work to do yet. getting used to the new environment and people. been seeing darling everyday, blogging at his place now. thanks honey, for always sending me home. muacks. you're such a darling. looking forward to friday.

我的男人

we love ultraman! :)

went for my appointment at nuh in the morning and i will be going there everyday until next year. so i will be starting work officially on wednesday. :) heavy rain after that so i went to my man's place first for lunch then we headed to city hall together to sign my application form w mtc at peninsula plaza. so hard to walk w heels leh. then we wanted to go parklane and on the way we just dropped by this new mall near bugis junction, and i have no idea whats the name of it. visited the arcade and we played kof. i'm starting to love that game thanks to my man lah. then just walked around randomly and we settled at this lousy but not very lousy restaurant. it should b considered a fast food restaurant bah.


AJ's Pipi-Pipi Chicken -.- the name like cute only. but, just the name.


we tried the beef sandwich. it smells like meltz. their sauces damn nice, but the beef was very bad. like, you can never finish chewing it. so thats the only bad part of it. but yeah overall still quite okay bah. darling says better than mac and if not for the beef, it would b even much better. the manager just looked damn sian. cause darling and i seemed like their first customers of the day. hmm, maybe because the mall is new bah. and there were escalators that skipped one level and its quite scary lah. i am so terribly afraid of heights. so i dont think i'd dare to take the singapore flyer. darling and i were talking about it because i really want to take it but on second thoughts i dont think i'd dare. so hmm, forget it.


our waiting number, so cute right the chicken. but the food could have been better! hmm after that we just headed over to park lane to play arcade and took bus to his place and i love this kinda simple days. just going out together, going home together, doing everything together, chatting about lots of stuffs. makes me feel close to him. i hope we can stay this way. i know we will. :)


sorry honey. who ask you nag nag nag when i'm taking photo! i kinda like my hair. it looks like i dyed my hair like red/brown kinda colour but its natural colour! firstly i'm never allowed to highlight/dye/colour my hair no matter in what ways and secondly me no money to do so! and i dont think i even need, since my hair alr got colour. :D

darling's mom is just very nice. i feel very happy every time i talk to her. and we were talking about fate. i believe in fate. so i believe fate brought my man and i together and fate allowed me to meet a wonderful woman like darling's mom.

i am going to work very very hard towards my goal!

nobody nobody but chu!

milo boosts your confidence level! :)

no more lonely lunch at imm! dont have to look at rude faces again, dont have to talk so much to strangers anymore, dont have to stand for 8 hours anymore! so happy. it was my last day of work yesterday and it was alright lah. got nice people and got bad people. some just diao me and walk away even though they see me and i was talking to them! dont want then atleast smile smile shake head lah! like as if like that will die. and there's this indian man who rate everything so low. oh well, its not my business. as long as i help them get customers' answers, my job is done. :)


老公 came imm to pick me up from work today! we went to buy salonpas for his mom because i used finish her leftover pack the other time, bought drinks home, went daiso shopping! we bought a kitty puzzle and we did it as his place just now and gave it to his mom. :D she's very happy! we also bought another puzzle frame because the background picture got 3 cats then very nice and his mom loves cat and she's also very happy! :D so glad that she's happy. love her.

and i loved the short session i had with 老公. :) even though we dont spend a lot of nights together or spend a lot of time together, we're still as loving as ever. because we are connected by our hearts. <3 we spent time chatting and catching up and fixing the puzzle, which was so sweet. something that we never did before and something that love to do and we're getting more kitty puzzles to fix! :)

memories and happiness are found and kept in the hearts. :)
and lovers who truly love do not write down their happiness. <3

the final countdown!

last day of work tomorrow! finally! :)

work cycle

i blog everyday because i love my blog and i love to blog but i am not going to blog properly today because i am super tired and i can ko on the bed now. 12pm work, punctual today. weekday quota 55 hit, 20 more to do due to unforeseen circumstances. me is angry woman. weekend quota 55 havent touch at all, +5 more = 60 samples by this weekend. holysonofamama. cannot finish, sorry i am not coming back. me is angry and busy woman. today 9 done, tomorrow 11 more to go. people, please dont siam me. i dont bite.

sunday last day of work, i am so looking forward. 老公 coming to pick me up, happy woman. staying over until tuesday, last day of freedom. monday contract and medical checkup. my legs got red tiny spots, please tell me why. 老公 i love you.

exhausted

I worked at Wisma's Sony outlet today. The people there were rather friendly, but I'll be going back to IMM from tomorrow all the way until this Sunday. Now they make it a point that, we can only survey customers who spoke to staff. I hope the last 4 days can be better for me. Surveyed quite a few ang mohs today, they were very sincere in their comments and giving opinions. So I feel more accomplished. Bino came from his work place which is quite a distance from Wisma to do a survey for me, so nice of him. Thanks thanks! :)

Well, I've finally found a full time permanent job and I am super 100% confirmed already. Will be starting work next Wednesday, half looking forward and half not. I will have even lesser time with 老公 and even lesser and lesser time when he enlists. But, we'll make it through. :)

I love you baby. You'll always be a part of me no matter where we are, no matter how busy or tired we are, no matter how far apart we may be. I'm sorry if I throw tantrums easily because I am tired or stressed, I know you'll understand. You always do. Thanks for being understanding, so understanding. I know I'm lousy and I have nothing to give or provide you with. But I hope you know, that I will always have a heart full of love for you. Always have, always will. <3

blisters attack!

One day of heels and I got blisters. :( Interview today was a success! I'm no longer an unemployed, finally! Wanna know more, msn me. :) Headed over to 老公's place and eat his mom's yummy cooking. And I lao sai twice at his place, damn terrible. I invited 老公's mom to my graduation ceremony because none of my family members are going. It's quite sad if there's no one to watch me take my diploma scroll even though it's not some outstanding results or any special awards that i am getting but still I'm graduating! It's kinda important.... So I'd feel better if someone was there for me. And of course she said ok! :D

Hmm. I'll be working at Wisma's Sony outlet tomorrow. :)


Thank you 老公 for sending me home today! :) We saw this pair of gays on the platform. =x What is the world coming to?!




You'll always be a part of me, <3

#4

worked at jurong point today. next week just have to go back to imm to finish the weekend's target of 55 then back to hq for data entry and my job is done. :) then it will be waiting for graduation ceremony. bumped into jp and his girlfriend today and bff came down to support. thanks! :)

oh yeah and today at jurong point, i got lost twice. hehe. 4pm i went for dinner, i dont know how to go to the old food court. anyhow anyhow found my way there, ok happy. finish eating i wanna walk back, i got lost again. its very big and confusing. or maybe im just plain stupid, whatever. but its just... very big.

and i remember past few days at imm, i surveyed one indian man and the first thing he asked me was, what will he get from doing the survey. i said it will help us improve our services and provide them with better services and products and he rejected me. just because no free gifts or any incentives. need to be so realistic or not.

& at jurong point today there were so many banglas. it was a very obvious increase in number of customers in the shop and a super obvious contrast in colour. just nice about 7+ they knock off ma. all come here and shop, and bring all the flies in. really, there weren't flies in the afternoon.

#3

Third day of work was good. Kai Tee came down to help out again so we hit IMM's target of 55 alr and we left at 3pm. Ashton came down to support, thanks ah. :) Then we headed to Clementi, got my cake for 老公's mom and two of us together with Alvin went up to his house.

Just got home with a terrible headache. Left leg is a little swollen (again) and my right toe hurts now which I don't know why. Popped panadol and applied cream all over my body. Nights.

#2

I didn't work on Wednesday so today is my 2nd day of work at IMM Sony. HQ sent another girl over to help me because she finished 55 over her side at Jurong Point. Pretty girl + large crowds + heavy traffic, for sure one lah. Today's much better than Tuesday, more traffic, more people are willing to take my survey but there were still those unfriendly ones who went to complain about us. 2 ladies from the management and a security guard came to us and asked us what we were doing there. Obviously working lah. Don't know who complain about us. We were complaint for chasing shoppers. I don't even chase them. I don't even walk more than 5 steps if they say they don't want or shake their head. But nevertheless, with her help, my side has alr completed 38. So I'm about 17 more surveys to hitting my target for weekdays. Gogogo!