bang bang shoot u!

reason for my entry title:
i remember last time, before baby and i were together, his msn personal message was "shoot me" - i dunno for wad reason though. so i msn him randomly and said, "bang bang shoot u!" because he say shoot him ma. hehe ^__^

so this is how i look with my new fringe. still kinda not used to it yet. i got this friend of mine who just cut bangs recently too. me, too, am very particular with my fringe. always didnt dare to touch it but - always wanted a change of fringe style. been wanting bangs but nv dared to try. dunno y had this urge to walk into the salon yesterday. i watched with my own eyes, my long long fringe got snipped off and dropping off. but ok... i shall slowly get used to this. paid cy's mum a visit this afternoon and she said i look different too. had a chat with her too. glad to know that she's still doing well. ♥


met up with julia after that to shop for cosmetics. above are my loots from etude house and body shop. so happy! ^_^ really grateful to her for taking time out to help me. had dinner at ichiban sushi and home sweet home after that. time to rest. wonder wad shld i do tmr. heh!

New Moon & Play.

you're the best, and yes, i do regret
how i could let myself let you go
now, now the lesson's learned

AX for him. Purpur for myself. And a bag. With an alcoholic night.

ph shopping

i finally got a necklace with lock & key :)

Innocent kite

Happy birthday to my Cousin. Wanted to get something for her but due to my Aunt's departure, she can't celebrate her birthday and I think I am not allowed to get her presents too. So.. I ended up shopping for myself. =x TGI Friday! Going to the movies with the bros tomorrow night! Always love friday nights, cause that's the only time I get to stay out late. :D

Sian.. I itchy hand go update my PSP to the latest version. Now it's Version 5.51 and I can't play my games! It shows "There are no games" no matter how many times I tried and even tried to format my memory stick. I suck at such technical stuffs so I'd really need some help. :(

i love you and that's all i really know

i am back from national day holidays with the monster! it feels really good to be able to spend so much time together again. since saturday, i have been enjoying every second with him! we were literally inseparable. it felt like we didnt leave each others' side before. it felt like the past, when we were spending almost every day together. we may not have much time together, but it will never change anything about our relationship. :)

headed out with his friends on sunday! ryan, wee meng, kah wee, kah wee's girlfriend jeraldine, monster and me. met up at dhoby and we had a quick lunch at long john. it was really a short and quick one, we all had to gobble up our food cos we were running late. but we still ended up late for the movie just by a little bit. we caught UP 3D! it is very nice! although there are maybe a few minutes of boring part, but the others were still damn funny. i enjoyed the movie!


our first 3D movie together, with the special specs. i love this photo! monster darling too. :)

then we headed for some shopping around ion orchard. monster darling and i got gundam shirts, very nice! and they were specially for the 30th anniversary only, so there wont be reprints after this batch of shirts finish. it's nice and comfy and he loves it, so it's worth the money. no wonder there is this idiom called 爱屋及乌. i used to dislike the hobby very much, but i find it quite interesting once i know more about it. and of course, i would wanna share his happiness. so i'm willing to accept anything about him. :)

headed for dinner at Astons. the food was not bad, but the customer service kinda sucked. the first guy who took our order at the entrance had attitude problem, they served the wrong food, there was dirt in ryan's juice, the waitress asked us how many candles we wanna put for the CAKE so loudly when ryan whispered to her (obviously it was supposed to be a surprise for wee meng), and the last waitress took ages to give us our plates for the cake and even gave us those not very clean ones.

but nevertheless, wee meng was still quite surprised with the cake and all. that's enough. :)












end result of the video. :D

we bought the cake (that we used to smach) long before he reached and we passed it around secretly under the table without wee meng noticing. i can't stop laughing at the video. seems like a routine that all birthday boys and girls have to go thru huh. i guess this year all i want for my birthday is to be able to spend the day or a belated celebration with monster darling. that would be good enough. :)

so, happy belated birthday wee meng!
and thank you people for making the day so enjoyable.
most of all, thanks sweetheart because i enjoyed every sweet moment with you. <3

Happy Nurses' Day!

It's Nurses' Day 2009! I am glad that I can be part of this year's Nurses' Day because I have always thought it's a very meaningful day, even though I can only play a very small small part. Nurses are noble okay. Without them, who's gonna take care of you when you are in the hospital? They are a need, and we should respect them.



There was a charity walk in the morning. Although I hated the idea of walking under the hot sun, I kinda enjoyed it too. Because of the great company, it was quite fun actually. Photo takings of course with the lovely ladies who make me feel happy at work. Honestly, they play a big part in my work life because they make my working life happier. :)








Of course, working at NUH is like an eye opener for me. I get to learn more about the hospital structure and how it goes and of course, I get to see what others don't get to see. Like I went to the OT for an orientation walk, it was really really an eye opener. And that's the gown that we were supposed to wear. Do we look like doctors or surgeons?

Surgeons are also very noble leh I think. Apart from celebrating Nurses' Day, I wonder if there is something called the Doctors' Day or Surgeons' Day because they too play an important part! But I am actually wondering, what kind of mindset and feelings do the surgeons have in mind when they decide to be a surgeon? I am really quite curious.



In the afternoon was a celebration programme. I enjoyed the whole programme because it was so fun! The host was damn awesome! His name was... Justin Dominic something. He speaks very fluently, he can speak very fast, he is very entertaining, he cracks good jokes - like really hilarious ones! Also got to see the other side of the nurses. Seems like there are a lot of hidden talents.

Tuesday is over in the blink of an eye! The only time I look forward to every day and every week, is Saturdays. The day I get to spend time with my monster. :)

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Met Jiahui at JP after work last night. I got my items from online shopping! Met up with the seller herself and she is damn chio leh. I like her skin colour and she seems like an interesting girl, the way she decos her room and her wall photos and the whole feeling of her. I also got myself an ESPIRIT wallet and Giodano shorts. Happy!

Jiahui started working too. And she seems to have even lesser time than I do every day after work. So I guess it's going to be hard for us to meet up often since my Saturdays are also spent with the monster. Oh wells, work life! It gets boring sometimes... But there's always something that perks us up. :)

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Almost everyone has this bad habit, that we see others' wrongs and all that and we don't see ourselves. We know how to pin point people, but we don't know how to reflect on ourselves. I think time management is very important because it also shows how responsible you are. Keeping promises too, it shows your credibility. But what if a person sucks at time management AND financial management AND keeping promises? I think there is a certain age where you can't just sit at home and do nothing anymore. Why don't those people worry about their future? Why don't they feel awkward staying at home all day, jobless? Don't they find that their lives has no meaning? Plus, spending on the unnecessary and yet don't see their own mistakes - what makes someone like this able to reprimand somebody else; who is making the effort to do something but not him?

Actions speak louder than words.

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Monster is going for his field trip soon... Don't know when also. I wonder how I... can take it? Now he still can call me every day... But by then we won't be able to contact for about a week. I think that would be the longest time of separation between us both. The longest separation without contact was merely a few days when he went for holidays. Tsk, I don't like the feeling of this.

But I shouldn't just keep thinking about my own feelings. I think he is feeling as awful as I am. Can see that, when he calls me even if he has only 1 minute of time to talk. He always drops me short texts, and calls to make sure I am alright. I feel so happy to have him. I am glad I decided to wait, I am glad we continued to persevere. I can see it changing, for the better. :)

I love you every day.

<3

life's good. darling booked out on thurs night cause of new recruits enlisting on fri. damn happy, glad he can have more rest at home - more decent rest. spent 2 nights w him, damn happy too. :) shopping yesterday, got black pants & sandals. i love u darling, thanks for shopping w me. <3

ankle's still swollen, i wonder when it will heal. so i still cant wear shoes from e time being.

tgif!

yay its friday tomorrow and im going shopping w my friends! but tomorrow only can do window shopping. because i shopped today alr! i bought cheap shoes and cheap flip flops. cheap bras! cheap panties! everything cheap cheap cheap! im so happy cause i got everything i need. the rest are all wants. i must control!

i was waiting for cab under darling's place last night then there was this indian woman who approached me. she tell me her mom passed away and her hand is injured (she show me her scar) then asked me for $2 to take bus. its not that im not kind or what but i dont really believe in this kinda beggars. some are really conners lor. so i did something very stupid! i act china woman! LOL i used a china accent and tell her i am not singaporean in chinese. hahaha because got people say i look like china girl before. then she got angry! she say, no money then got money take cab ah?! i was scared. because her hair was messy, her face was cui and her lips were dry and all that. then i was like imagining her turning into a monster like crazy woman and roar at me and demanding me for money or try to kill me. heng my cab came. =x

i cant wait for saturday to come! im seeing darling so soon! :)

imma happy girl!

darling came to meet me for lunch today. partly because he needed to take his ipod shuffle from me. 3rd generation, everything is so small.

there was a sudden strong emotion flowing through me the moment i saw him. so damn happy that i cant stop looking at him and smiling to myself. he has turned darker but he's still my cutest darling. listened to some stories, some jokes and i missed the times we ate together and talk like there's no tomorrow! very happy to see him today, really. i'm seeing him again tomorrow afternoon when he's back in msia. he cant contact me now cause he finished all his overseas balance when he was in erm... redang. talking about hand phones... i'm switching to prepaid soon so i will no longer be using my current number. i hope people do care about getting my new number.




met up w jiahui in the evening for some shopping. we did a good deed today. we went around looking for cat food and containers and thinking of ways to feed a stray cat outside far east plaza. so poor thing. there was this black man who kept throwing mint sweets at the kitten. i wanted to turn around and just yell at him for not only littering but also for animal abuse! its ok if you dont like kittens... you dont have to abuse it! this is singapore, mind you. & kittens are such nice creatures! and people were like shooing it away. come on... it's not like they will eat you up or eat all your food up.


this was the dress which i tried on few days ago when i was out w the girls. very nice dress, but my breasts are not big enough so blame it on my lousy figure. haha cannot wear because bust area too loose. but its really nice! now i'm cracking my head on what to wear for d&d which is coming like... very soon!




received my graduation photos and they come in this frame thingy. the frame actually quite cheap skate lah but never mind. might be the last time im wearing grad robe and taking grad pics! so might as well keep it as remembrance. but of course i hope its not the last time though. want to upgrade myself as much as possible. :)


and i realized i wasnt looking at the right camera in the full length photo. & the grad robe makes me look so short.

i know what i want. & i'm working towards it.
i love you darling!

you hate mondays, i hate mondays

everyone probably hates mondays! because it means start of work/school again. and of course its work for me. im so sure i wont be able to wake up. but today darling's mom told me she will morning call me every day. yay! i hope i wont be late again.

shopping alone feels good sometimes. sometimes only! of course i wish my darling can be with me all the time but when he enlists, no such thing alr. its ok! i'll b waiting for you my dear! so i went to daiso to buy a stationery holder and wanted to find a set up cup (w cover and spoon) because i thought i lost my spoon. but my mom found it for me just now. :D in search of kites too but daiso dont have. so i bought some food over to darling's place. if anyone chances upon my blog and if you do know where to buy kites, let me know k? :)

then i went over to darling's place because i needed her help to do something with my shirt. stayed there for dinner. (without darling) but we're meeting tomorrow and the day after tomorrow so its ok! :) came home and im going to sleep now. i hate to work but i hate to say, no choice!

it's complicated...

went to town with janice on tuesday to hunt for a present for him. and i got a top which i liked very much from revoltage. glad it fits him nicely. =) we had pastamania for dinner. reason why i take pictures of food is not exactly because everyone is doing it but kinda helps me remember what i ate that day. just like blogging helps me remember what i did on that particular day.







on the eve of christmas, town again. this time, with him. but it was so bad that we spent so long jammed at the way to the mrt station. and those people were like pushing and worse still, it was drizzling. my feet were all wet and dirty. brrrr. then we went over to shaw down to the station. not like those kukus, rather jam there. not flexible! i am into arcade again and i want to brush up my initial d skills cause those girls yesterday were better than me. D:


met up with janice and her boyfriend, ricky to west coast park and the way there was kinda funny cause we sort of lost our way.


this hyperactive kid here has her emo times too.


mogu! mushroom! :P


the couple. =)

and christmas was a very simple one. slept till 5pm and camped in front of the tv. but! im contented. =)

P/S: i love you...

monday blues

its definitely not my day today.

i woke up late with a bad headache. met up with colleagues for lunch and headed to the office to collect my pay cheque. headed to ocbc to get the cash and yes! i finally feel some sut-ness. that i have some cash on me finally. :/ headed to haji lane. have always wanted to go there, for no special reason. just wanted to go there. but didnt have the feel to shop/look at anything when i reached. headed to marina, did nothing there actually. then headed to taka. had crystal jade with serchin. then headed to kino. i got myself 3 books. =)

sian once i think about wednesday and thursday. brrr. time to start reading. and i donated 5 bucks to get the cute small lil christmas hat. :D

stabbed.

i went shopping for my gift and shoes alone today. from my work place to marina square, far east and back to lot one. the feeling of having ice cream all by yourself, doesnt feel good at all. :/


Listening to: We Are Broken by Paramore
Got stabbed by: Denise
The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you
Italise the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone
Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test. (i dont think anyone would read my blog so i aint stabbing anyone :/)

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. -i think so :/
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi, but not the weird ones, like octopus and eel.
I talk really, really fast. -but i dont think anyone would understand
I have lost money in Las Vegas. -actually i just want to go to las vegas :/
I have at least one sibling.
I have long hair. -and i wish it was longerrrrrr
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. -only 3 strands of red :/
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. But I'm totally fine if life has surprises.
I like the way I look. -sometimes :/
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. -if i have the moolahs :/
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat. -i LOVE to eat :D
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer. -i cant dance for nuts!
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. -am not on good terms with her :/
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I have a lot to learn.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have been someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex. -sometimes
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. -im more or less redundant in this world :/
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time. -last minute :D
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job. -i hate it D:
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have more than just my ears pierced. -i want a tongue piercing :/
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. -is recorder counted? :/
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without eyeliner.
I don't know why I did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep. -gotta ask my sister
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

i created this blog specially for you, denise.

Cause we were both young when I first saw you,

Yanisa lost her phone, she left it on the table and three of us (including Wilson) didn't see her leaving her phone there. To whoever who took her phone and switched it off and did not want to return, fuck you & your family. I hope you bloody hell fall down the stairs and break your leg then cross the road so slow that you get knocked down by a speeding car and make sure you lose your fucking life. Damn you! But before that happens, I hope your phone gets stolen and the theif does the same to you so you'll know how Yanisa felt!

Anyway on a happier note, I got my skirt today and there's discount! I love discounts. :D Saw a few dresses and heels that I liked but.. Not now. :(

Just got home and I'm so bloody hungry now because I only had 2 pieces of kaya toast, 2 milk tea and a little ice cream today. Bah! I miss my darling AND my psp. lol.