our bond never dies

i should stop yelling and raising my voice at my granny. she loves me, and i love her too. i should learn to control my temper and learn to give in. because she is old, and no one knows how long more is she able to stay with us. tears fill my eyes each time i think of this.

i must learn to cherish the people around me.
why am i being so selfish all the time? im have been so selfish, self centered, and ignorant. i must change. all because of one word, love.



i must stop making unnecessary complaints to darling. i must stop making him unhappy. i must stop making him angry. i must stop making him sad. i will cherish him more than ever.

finding someone u love and who loves u back is a wonderful, wonderful feeling. but finding a soul mate is an even better feeling. a soul mate is someone who understands u like no other, loves u like no other, will be there for u for ever, no matter what. although darling and i have not reached that stage until we understand each other completely and know each other inside out, i believe that day will come; and i believe we can make the best pair.

the reason why we are together is because i liked him, then loved him. so the reason why i should not force him to change for me, is because i must accept him for who he is, as that is the him that i fell in love with in the beginning.

i wanna see him every single day. i wanna see him the moment i open my eyes every morning. i wanna kiss him the first thing in the morning. i wanna prepare yummylicious breakfast for him every morning. i wanna give him a cosy home to return to at the end of every day. i wanna give him all the best. i wan him to be happy.

baby i love u. i really do not wish be separated from u. i want us to be together for ever. & i cant imagine my life without u. i promise to be a good girl. i promise not to do things that u don like. i promise i will be good, just promise me u wont leave me.

so emo.