shit.

i miss poksheng. my friend for 7 years liao. so happy to be in contact with him again and talking to him and being wif him is jus kinda fun and keeps my mind away frm those stupid sad thoughts.

i miss jiahui. she's been so busy with her work, so am i. lazy to go out after work but wishes to meet her someday. tsk. you xin er li bu zu. i need someone to complain to. even tho i complain to mich everyday, or mayb not exactly everyday. most of the days. i miss going out with her and ranting abt our bfs.

i miss jy. but he only knows how to make me sad. he says he miss me but why isnt he asking me out? seriously i dunno wad's so fun abt gundam and com games. altho i love com games too but he's jus too enthu abt it. ok, so im trying to rong ru his world. i go surf net and read abt gundam, buying gundam for our anniversary, but its lik nv enough.

the gundam seller ive been contacting haven been replying me for some time so i contact him. and he said supplier there still no reply. so i decided not to buy frm him, so no more surprise. so i told jy abt this. despite my effort, he scolded me. for acting smart. claims tt i dunno anything still wan anyhow buy frm ppl. but hey, i put in effort ok. nvm if u dun appreciate it.

how come he is so zhai nan one? he don lik to go out for i-dunno-wad-reason. for this 1 yr i can say we haven really been going out. before his hols started he was busy wif projs then exams. i felt tt he had no time for me, so we quarrelled many many times. so he assured me, tt when his hols start he will hav more time for me. but hey. how long hav ur hols been? how many times hav u asked me out?

u promised me the ring since i-dunno-how-long-ago. and u made it sound lik i forced u to scrimp and save for it now. u could have saved it since earlier. but u rather spend them on buying gundam. u rather spend 100+ on a non-living thing. i noe its ur hobby. but wad an expensive hobby u have. gg out wif frens jiu don nid save money le? go out wif me jiu say u nid to save money for the ring? -.-

i like.. had enuff of these liao leh.