lockjessie

Sighs.

I feel damn uncomfortable with myself now. I miss him so much but I don't wanna always be the one going to find him. But now he's sick, and we didn't meet up on both weekends. I really wish to visit him, but you xin er li bu zu. Because he's sick, I don't wanna go because I would have to go home alone, which I don't like, so it makes me don't feel like going anymore. Am I selfish?

I feel that i do also don't feel right, don't do also don't feel right, do this also don't feel right, do that also don't feel right. Idk what's the problem. What's wrong with me?