:(

my ankle is still swollen. in fact i feel that it is back to lik day 1 when i sprained it. now the top not much swollen alr. can see a bit of my veins alr, which is a gd thing. but the ankle thr is still big big popping out. i hate the feeling. past 2 days i feel alright alr. is only when my foot is in the toes pointing down position then i feel pain, which is when walking down the stairs. then also if i walk a bit too much or too long or if i suddenly accidentally exert too much force/energy on it, then will got a very sharp pain for some time but it will go away once i sit down or rest my foot. but now the feeling is different.

put flat on the floor pain. walk normally pain. lift up feel like smth is pulling my ankle down. without moving it also pain. sometimes feel v tight, sometimes feel v loose. but since jensen say its ok for a first time sprain, then i hope it really is ok bah. have to see doc tmr agn, money fly away agn. this month spend so much on medical fees. must slap myself alr. im so scared. worst thing is, i always have monster to acc me and tk care of me. whr is my monster? i want my monster. :(

but monster is not having a gd time either. he's sick, poor dear. weather's kinda bad. i hope he recover soon. i wonder what i can do or get fr him during the weekends to mk him feel better.