Helpless

Monster is sick. My heart aches each time he frowns, each time he cough. But their unit, unless u are bed-ridden, u have to report to camp. Is it like a little too inhuman? This weekend felt so short becoz most of the time was spent watching him slp. I hope he recovers quickly and his illness will not worsen. It hurts me so much. :(

I wish i can do smth for him but there is nth i can do. I just hope that he knows i will always be here whenever he need me to be there or to help. I feel so helpless, watching him feeling so miserable and yet all i can do is sit aside and watch him. I love you monster. Always. <3