feels good to be home.

today i went to bai tai sui. actually i dont know what is this 'thing' behind bai tai sui. but my mum say everybody must bai, so i went with my granny and bro. my mum and sis yesterday bai already. actually i never really go think about which zodiac bad in which year all that, like predictions for your horoscope for the whole year. because this kinda thing, it's not just all predestined ba. i think it all depends on your own thinking, your own attitude, which results in your actions - and your actions are the key to whether like, things in your life will go well or go badly. but well just bai lo.

and i hope my granny wont feel that she is a trouble to any of us. yes, sometimes i may get irritated by her and the things she say and her attitude sometimes; but she is still an elderly and a family member so walking slow and having to hold her every step she walks down is not a trouble at all. and its really been so long since i hung out with my little bro and i dont really talk to them at home so i often neglected the fact which i just realized today, that - my little bro is growing up! i dont know what else i can do for him. all i can think of is, buying his favourite ice cream for him, buying his necessities, buy him what he want, treating him to a meal? the first meal i treated him was on his birthday last year. because i start working and have my own income, so i can do a little something for him which i have never done so as a big sister. i hope he will grow up happily and be proud when he mentions his big sister. i love everybody ok, even though i dont show it out or say anything. but his attitude quite guai lan la. so i told him today, "anybody bully u, u call er-jie, i settle for u" :D

i am getting used to my fringe already! ^__^ at least i feel better like when eating and when doing housework because my fringe wont be blocking me and i have to pin up or use a hair band. now i just leave it as it is! lower my head while walking down the stairs also dont have to use my hand to hold my fringe up anymore! :D granny say i look better with this fringe, at least can see my face properly. bro say i look weird. cousin say i look like little girl. jiahui say i look like my sister. my sister say i copy her because she cut bangs like i think got a month ago le ba. julia laughed the moment she saw me. derek say look cute, but like china doll. OMG. i already got mistaken as a china girl before leh. with this hair, worse. I AM NOT CHEENA OK.

i wonder what will baby say when he sees me tomorrow. hee ^__^