it's friday once again

yes! it is one of my favourite day of the week! i think i sucks at excel. i also must buck up and learn alr. or maybe i want to take up some courses to brush up my IT skills. just that i dunno where to find lobang, must start hunting alr. knocked off and headed to orchard w dd and eggy, acc dd do his shopping. quite an eye opener leh, cos i walked into boutiques that i have never entered before. aiya, who cares about brands anyway right. i only want to have 1 piece in my whole life and thats enough.

dinner at waraku, i had udon. the bowl was so big! bigger than my face! i think i can hide my face inside alr. it was a very heavy dinner, a lot of things to eat and i am so full now. cant really get to sleep cos a bit moody. monster maybe afternoon then book out again. sigh, there goes our weekend again lor. hmm but whats impt is the time we get to spend together, even though it is so little. looking forward to next week! national day AND national day holidays! monster and i are going to have a long weekend! tentatively it is like that. depends on his camp though...

(hello august)
time flies. i still remember 18 december 08 and the countdown to 2009 and they seemed like not very long ago. but all of a sudden, we are alr approaching the end of the 2009 calendar year. the time just fly past you without you noticing. and i am reaching the end of my probation soon. judgement day?

P/S: i am not a nurse. doesnt mean that i must be a nurse then can work in a hospital.

i also wanna rant. i dont like it hor, when people turn down the things that he/she ought to do with a reason e.g. broke/not free, but on the other hand is free and loaded to do some other things. take for example A owes B money and A tells B that he/she has no money to return you but then A still go shopping/any other leisure activities. what bullshit is that? very nice to owe people money meh? what does that show of you - you should know better. and i cant believe this is how people can say they are very hardworking in job hunting. e.g. go for 1 interview on monday then never go any more interviews liao. i dont know how these people see it lah but in my point of view, you cant possibly just wait for 1 interview's result for 1 week then within that 1 week just idle around meh? unless those people think that they sure get the job lah. then that will be a different thing. but being confident is good. being over confident is a turn off. you have to take a look at your own working experiences and qualifications first before you think that you will sure get the job, and before you ask for your expected salary. like the chinese saying goes (direct translation): lion open big mouth (shi zi da kai kou). know your limits bah, that is what i think. AND, making empty promises. if you are not capable of doing what you promised to, then dont promise in the first place. it will only make people disappointed. you may feel nothing, but the nothing could be something big to other people. maybe we as humans should learn to put our pride aside sometimes and not always be so full of ourselves.

tgif

its finally friday. i am so bloody tired this week because i havent been sleeping early. must have more self discipline...

work is getting better there. i am looking forward to the opportunities open to me and hope to carry on having this positive attitude. i miss my monster, i cant wait to spend time with him over the weekend.

something's bothering me though.

TGIF!

although its tomorrow.

cant remember what i did for the past few days. only remember shopping w my friends last night after work. but i went home empty handed, nothing caught my eye except for the crocs (Prima). i used to dislike crocs, dont know why the sudden interest in them. but guess what, they no longer carry Prima. which means, no shoes for me?! i only want crocs! i only want Prima! because its nice and simple and comfy. tsk. not fated.

bazaar today! cheap cheap! my loots are...
a cute recycled cartoon bag, masks, eye patches and food!

tomorrow is friday... which means i am seeing darling soon! :)
i missed you dearly.

i hate my family. i hate people who are so money minded. i hate people who fuck care about kinships. i hate people who are unreasonable and exaggerates every single thing about you. i hate people who put words into my mouth. i hate people who think of only themselves. i hate living here. hate it!

bliss

thank you my dear for sending me back today. cant wait to see you again tomorrow. tgif! heard that darling's mom and i look alike, and darling and i have couple face. hope people dont mistake us as siblings.

and what is a nurse doing in her uniform and sticking her index finger into her left nostril then right nostril and turn turn turn and digging something and then flicking it onto the floor? i dont like the scene. but i have no rights to make comments of course. work tomorrow, gn!