its times like this

sigh. its tuesday and i should be happy because it means time is passing and end of the week is approaching. but i am not happy at all. baby havent had much free time to talk to me since yesterday. he called me secretly last night for that 2 minutes. i miss him so much. and today, till now, still havent heard from him yet. and i dont think we would have time to chat anymore. tomorrow is the start of his field camp. i am not just worried sick about him, but also for myself. i am so used to him in my life, and now all of a sudden he has to disappear for a good 5 days, no communication at all. i really dont like this feeling. ):

my bag died on me today. which gives me an excuse to spend money. been eyeing on this bag since some time ago but couldnt bear to buy it cause i thought i dont really need it that much. but i bought it today. so happy! the whole journey took like 1hr and maybe 15mins? to travel to city hall from work and back home. (:

the only thing that i can look forward to this week, is friday's k session with the guys and jap fest the next day. it's only wednesday tomorrow. feel like shagging myself... i need to constantly keep myself occupied or constantly accompanied by somebody then i feel better. ): it's been 3 months and i am still like this.

talking bout that, this week is an important week for me at work. (: it also made me realize how fast time passed. in the blink of an eye, my work probation is going to be over, baby's going to POP soon. can't believe months just passed like that. great, i hope the 2 years fly this way. (: