its times like this

sigh. its tuesday and i should be happy because it means time is passing and end of the week is approaching. but i am not happy at all. baby havent had much free time to talk to me since yesterday. he called me secretly last night for that 2 minutes. i miss him so much. and today, till now, still havent heard from him yet. and i dont think we would have time to chat anymore. tomorrow is the start of his field camp. i am not just worried sick about him, but also for myself. i am so used to him in my life, and now all of a sudden he has to disappear for a good 5 days, no communication at all. i really dont like this feeling. ):

my bag died on me today. which gives me an excuse to spend money. been eyeing on this bag since some time ago but couldnt bear to buy it cause i thought i dont really need it that much. but i bought it today. so happy! the whole journey took like 1hr and maybe 15mins? to travel to city hall from work and back home. (:

the only thing that i can look forward to this week, is friday's k session with the guys and jap fest the next day. it's only wednesday tomorrow. feel like shagging myself... i need to constantly keep myself occupied or constantly accompanied by somebody then i feel better. ): it's been 3 months and i am still like this.

talking bout that, this week is an important week for me at work. (: it also made me realize how fast time passed. in the blink of an eye, my work probation is going to be over, baby's going to POP soon. can't believe months just passed like that. great, i hope the 2 years fly this way. (:

torture

Boy you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru' the phone

finally able to fit into covered shoes, no more pig trotters, no more shrek foot. but ankle still slightly swollen. if saturday still the same, mayb go find sinseh push and hope to end it once and for all. but bad thing abt wearing covered shoes for me is, my feet and toes are big big one. so today my toe nails kept bua and cut my other toe and bled. tmd, socks also got blood. pain pain. and behind also got blisters cos the shoe still quite new. i dun care abt myself. i just wan my monster to be well. get well soon love, <3

hmm. planning for my birthday...

what a wonderful world

i dont like people with no time management when i alr gave more than enough time for them to be late. please make it on time next time so that i dont have to chop seat becoz its very hard to chop. i sat at a round table enough for 3 ppl with 3 chairs. the uncle die also wan take my chair for other people to sit. ok lor fine. then i diao him of course. when they are reaching, the uncle still wan ppl to sit at my table. i say they reach alr. he say sit awhile only lah! lik that he not happy lor. he go back to the drinks stall and use the table cloth and sweep the ice cubes on the table purposely sweep harder so the ice will fly to my side. childish uncle. dunno what is mean by the seat is occupied meh?
l4d last night was shiok only. always watch monster play versus but i nv hands on before. last night first time, of course i sucked lik shit. but nvm. its fun. and im gg to play it again. :D
mon is gone! here comes tues! tues will be gone very soon too! then comes wed! and thurs and fri! and payday on sat, plus seeing monster on sat! what a wonderful world~

i love monsters

my darling is a monster, only him & i knows why. i couldnt slp last night coz i couldnt get used to slping without him after spending almost 3d2n frm fri evening to sunday evening. every time have to watch him leave, have to part every sunday, heartbreaking. i know we'll pull thru. even until now, im still trying to get used to it. don understand why thr are ppl who give up halfway and brk up w the guys while they are serving ns. they are having a hard time too. of course we will pull thru. coz i miss him & i know he is missing me too. bmt must b damn tough. :(

ankle's xray report was out this afternoon. nurse called me and said results normal, so i guess no prob. but idk why after 1 week it still hurts. i still cant walk down the stairs properly and it still hurts a lot once i start walking a little dist. plus standing on trains and buses, have to balance on my right leg. i hope it recovers soon. cant wait to go kite flying w the monster. today i jump into the train at bv station. coz the ppl alighting so i had to w8 for them to come out then i can board. but the stupid driver so fast press door closing, i go in half only the door close! i jumped in and i forgot abt my ankle for a second and ouch. super sharp pain for lik 5 mins before it starts to go off a lil bit. :(

love is all around.
i am in love, she is in love, he is in love, they are in love. we're all in love. love's wonderful! love is in the air! we love to love! & i love my monster darling! <3

all smiles

walked around the hospital these 2 days and went shopping these 2 days too. bad for my legs man. but happy i got my loots. all cheap cheap one, super worth it. now i got everything i need, time to save money. thanks A for finding that dress for me. love it mansxz.

i am seeing darling tomorrow. so happy!